A Quiet Surrender 🕊
If This Is Surrender, Let It Be Soft😶
Silently… I’m crashing
No noise..No chaos…Just a quiet ache
in the corners of my chest
where dreams used to bloom louder
I don’t have the words anymore
Only tired prayers
and that single thread of hope
I’m afraid to tug too hard
in case it snaps too
It feels like everything is slipping…
my zeal..my joy
the fire I used to carry so proudly
Now all I hold is exhaustion
and the whisper that maybe
just maybe, this too is a form of worship…
to stay
To trust
Even when I’m not sure why
I don’t know what else to do
except let go of my timing
and hold tight to Allah’s mercy
And I pray …with a trembling kind of faith…
that I live long enough
to fulfill what I promised myself
on the days I believed harder than this
Because I did believe
I still want to
But it’s getting hard
So if this is surrender
let it be soft
Let it be seen
……Let it still lead me home!!!!
